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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Its been awhile since i've posted cause i was having problems with blogger...but it seems to be all fixed now. So sorry for the lack of bloggage!

The last weeks have been life changing. I've made new friends, developed closer bonds with old ones and realised how lucky i am in many ways. Friendships mean everything to me, and i'm glad i have such good ones at that.

My life so far....I'm getting settled into work. Its been difficult because theres alot of expectations. Theres noone to mother you or spoon fed you. Its every man for themselves. So if you're not out there being proactive about it, you're harming noone but yourself. At times, i've felt so useless and slow! But i'm hoping that over time these feelings will evapourate and maybe i can finally feel put to use and part of the team.

I haven't yet to experience the ridiculous hours but i know it cant stay that way forever. I've so far much to avoid weekend work..so *fingers crossed* it wont happen this easter.

I'm a bit dissappointed that i wasn't organised enough to plan ahead for easter...but in some ways i can afford to be spontaneous now. This easter will involve alot of catching up on sleep and doing things i keep putting off.

Speaking of, i'm finally a full-licensed driver! No more p-plates on my car! I feel like i've accomplished something now just because i procastinated over it for so long. It was lucky i passed considering i had less than a week before it was due to expire.

My weekends of late has involved spending some QT with the girls at the beach. Sadly it looks like summer days are over...but i enjoyed the sun while i still could. It seems weird, but for some reason every weekend seems to involve drinking. Who would have thought that since starting work, i am more inclined to drink? It should be the opposite...but its not.

Other than the girls, i've been spending alot of time with the grads too. I never thought i'd click so well with such a group...but it seems were all similar in some ways. Being away from them at work is a bit lonely at times cause we enjoy hanging out as a group...so we reminsce friday nights and take advantage of every occassion to meet up.

Life otherwise has had its up and downs. I'm been bombarded with so many different emotions lately that i'm surprised i haven't gone catatonic. My brain has been constantly occuppied on various thoughts and i usually don't want to deal with them. So i run...i literally run. I should probably address things head on...but instead i tip toe around it... avoidance is the key...

posted by Minty @ 11:05:00 am