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Sunday, November 16, 2003

Hmm.. so its been a LOOONNG time since i've blogged last. I'm no longer gonna make any excuses. The only motivation i had to blog today was the fact that Mindy still lists me as her first link and really..i have nothing here to warrant that priviledge... so whether its out of guilt or not i'm not sure.

Anyways, i realised the other day... i think i've outgrown blogger. My main purpose for blogging was to let ppl know how i feel without them knowing it. Lately though, i found i don't need to show it through my blogger. I'd like to tackle it head-on... and confront my confrontation fears.

Then again, i think i'm all talk. For the last month or so... i havent really had many dramas... other than the usual uni assignment related kind. But those have since faded and long forgotten. Since uni's been over for me, i've been living it up.

I wish i had ppl to celebrate with me.. but in the meantime.. i'm quite content with my quiet time.. i'm doing things i haven't been able to in awhile. That would include, catching up on movies (the avi kind), doing my laundry and finally.. READING! Gosh i've missed being able to escape the world with a book. Even though reading puts other ppl asleep, it works the opposite for me. I get intrigued by the storyline...I read on the way to work in the mornings even though i could be sleeping. And i read before i go to bed at night. Its quite smoothing.

Anyways, into a more thoughtful topic..i was emailing a friend of mine the other day. The question is.. where do you see yourself in 10 years time? In work, in love and in friendship. I honestly can't say. Everything thats happened in my life so far has been unpredictable... in the sense that i've just been led to where i am now. I haven't planned it.. and i cant say i've worked for it.. it just happens. I guess i must be one of the lucky ones.. cos so far its worked out well. I couldn't have asked for more. With that in mind, i think some things are totally up to fate and destiny. But i have to say i'm more of a destiny believer because i like to think i have SOME choice in the things i do. If you gets what i mean...

In the calendar of my life... a few things are happening..

- my dog is growing bigger
- mindy is getting more and more beautiful
- Lish is getting better
- lowells bday is coming up
- Jas and Hana's farewell is supposedly happening
- a trip to the day spa for the uni girls is on the agenda
- a trip to Port Macquarie has been booked
- Christmas is on its way...

and .........

SUMMER IS ALMOST HERE! Beach here i come..until next time.. take care guys!

posted by Minty @ 9:17:00 pm