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Wednesday, June 11, 2003

Ok.. for all u ppl visiting my site simply for the photos.. u'll have to wait til after my exams to see Ed's and Thao's bday bashes. Why? Because i'm damn lazy. It takes me a good hr or 2 to just upload them onto my server.. than make the thumbnails.. reduce the size of the pics.. make sure links work.. and blah blah.

Right now.. time is a pain in the ass. I'm either not using it right.. or it goes too slow or too fast! Never how i want it to..

So anyways, i spent the day at uni yesterday.. the plan was to study.. i spent half my time there waiting for printouts..and walking around aimlessly. I think its a procastination tool. In the end, i saw Zayra sitting by herself..so i thought i'd talk to her.. i think i ended up distracting the both of us.. we went to the tables to read and study abit.. gosh time flew.. cant say i got very much done...

Anyways, i was telling zayra about this strange dream i had:

For some reason i was attending Ling's wedding.. she was all dressed up and in white.. it was soo pretty.. a gold wedding guestbook was being passed around and when it was my turn to write.. i wrote something like "i hope you and Hoa are eternally blessed ...happy..blah blah blah.." until Karen (4th year) said to me... "omg! Minh..she's not marrying Hoa". I was sooooooo shocked.. it was like.. how could she NOT marry Hoa..? Theyre soo happy together.. and then the story unfolded..

Ling was already prearranged by her parents to marry this asian guy... and despite this.. she fell in love with Hoa.. and even though she really loved him.. there was nothing she could do. I thought this was sooooooo wrong. They were meant to be! I felt both Ling and Hoa's pain of not being together..

Do u think love can be predestined?

strange dream huh?

Thats not the end of it:

This morning i had another wedding dream. I was getting married to Will... it was the day of the wedding.. and i was preparing for the ceremony. For some reason i was wearing a kimono type dress? Urgh.. anyways.. i was getting cold feet could u believe.. the whole feeling of getting married. Didnt feel like i was ready...

Anyways, something changed my mind. Mindy came in and said i got a letter.. inside it was a card from Liv. She said: "I hope you go through with this cause i know you'll be really happy together. I'm soo excited about the wedding.. i'm going to send u a card everyday until the wedding (so thats 15 from now). I only want the best for you.."

That made me cry.. and i ran to where Will was getting dressed and hugged him. I remember him being totally stunned at my uncontrollable crying.. u know the kind where u cant breathe? But after i told him everything.. he laughed.

Can u believe when i woke up this morning i had tears in my eyes? And i felt like crying...? That was soooooooo unreal. I wonder what made me dream that? I guess its cause of Wills sisters wedding soon and that fact that i havent been in touch with Liv as much as i used to. She is a true friend.. and i think cos i dont see her anymore i've forgotten that. So anyways.. if your reading this Liv.. i miss you. Sorry i havent rang lately..

Thats all.. back to studying... !

posted by Minty @ 5:36:00 pm